unfair!!

is so unfair!!! y am i so unlucky?? y always me???? argggg........... kek si ah!!!! y am i so stupid,so kind hearted?? in the end, what's the return?? nothing,nothing at all....so dissapointed... is im useless,dunno how to make frnds,so oni hv few frnds, when face problem,no 1 can help me.... everytime help them sign, but when i din go to class, nobody help me sign... of course cant blame them,cz they din attend to class, they never attend b4,if got, oni 1 lesson... they added this course,7 weeks already, never see them come to class b4... but their attendance is above 80%++, means got ppl help them sign...means they oni absent once, but me??oni absent twice,attendance below 75% y?? cz no 1 help me sign,cz no frnds... n they hv frnds,their frnds can help them sign... they dun need me anymore,i know.. im all alone now...everything hv to depend on myself.. i hv to be strong,but i cant...is hard... nvm, im trying now...haiz... u knw what's the feeling of being left alone?? go to class alone,back home alone, go anywhr oso alone(in campus) but not lunch,cz i wont eat lunch alone, so on diet,no eat..haha...haiz... dun feel like studying at here d, (dun worry,just feel like oni,is not serious) no sweet memories since beta... miss my foundation time,my foundation frnds... i've grown up now, i wont be so kind hearted anymore, i wont be so stupid anymore, no use to treat my frnds so good, they dun appreciate it, they dun even notice it, even if they hv,as time passes,they already forgot... wont treat them as my good frnds, just frnds,so i wont get hurt so badly...